I need a new heart for xmas....  

Tuesday, December 22, 2009



Navy pier at xmas you can go at 3am
There will be no one
The ferris wheel still turns
As though it's a popular attraction still
And when the songs slowly play
Throw the old broken PA

A new heart for xmas
She needs a new xmas
"Cos you broke it all apart
Put it back together again"

Strange holiday maniquins still move
As though someone was watching besides me
Their joints are rusty
They chirp like inside
There's something alive
Oh no, somehow it strikes me

I need a new heart for xmas
Cos you broke it all apart
Put it back together again
You hit me oh so hard
Put me back together again

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Monday, December 21, 2009

busy busy busy...the more busy i am the easier it is to deal with things...


Right now I'm having a lot of issues with holidays...I feel even more like a failure than normal I guess. I know my brother's doing something over the top and I just suck. I know it's not a competition but i just wish i could get my family something nice as well. I almost cried in the store the other day after mom gave me money....My parents are stressed about money enough...i tried to give it back but she wouldn't let me...

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